BIG JOHN SPEAKS LOUDLY The rockstar bodyguard unloads about his drinking problem, the night he put a gun in his mouth, being addicted to fame, doing cocaine with Kid Rock and Bret Michaels’ hair “Big John” Murray, who appeared in two seasons of VH1’s “Rock Of Love” with Poison front man Bret Michaels in 2008 and 2009, appeared on the November 18th edition of “Another FN Podcast With Izzy Presley” and made a startling confession. […]